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TW: substance abuse, SA, self harm

Resources corresponding with this episode:

The Trevor Project
16 Mental Health Resources for LGBTQ+
Alcohol Consumption Support

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Almost 6.5 years later, Ally opens up and reflects on the last day she drank alcohol, the events leading up to it and the 3 words she told herself when she decided to quit drinking for good.

TW: substance abuse, SA, self harm

Resources corresponding with this episode:

The Trevor Project
16 Mental Health Resources for LGBTQ+
Alcohol Consumption Support

EP. 01 - My Last Drunk Day

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